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Other things
I'll edit this later. Just got some things to attend to first. *sigh*
Other Interesting Links
I thought I should keep the following links. They might be of use to me later.

  • Antique Classic Car
  • Baby Store
  • Tech and Gadget
  • Jewelry Buying Guides
  • Mini Cooper Car
  • Auto Part
  • Movie Music Reviews
  • SWISHMAX
  • Cancer
  • Skin Blog
  • Trade Show Exhibition
  • Home Office Furniture
  • Digital Cameras
  • Car Interior
  • Printer and Accessories
  • Shoes
  • MLB Fan Gear
  • NASCAR Fan Gear
  • Monitors & Projectors
  • Other Links
    ++Baseball Almanac
    ++Fast Pass TV
    ++Game!
    ++Heartbeat of the Bronx
    ++Nietzsche: Beyond Good and Evil
    ++One Manga
    ++Twilight Coven Philippines forum
    ++Philippine Nurse
    Other things
    *Chan Robles Virtual Law Library
    *Corpus Juris
    *MedScape
    *The 1987 Philippine Constitution
    Other things
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    Tuesday, 25 July 2006
    letters from canberra: on lian ramos
    letters from canberra: on lian ramos

    Thanks for sharing. Nice shots. Well, congratulations to Lia Andrea Ramos!!
    posted by JenShinrai @ 8:24:00 am   0 comments
    Saturday, 22 July 2006
    Lee Jun Ki - One Word
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    One Word
    ~Lee Jun Ki

    Hanmadiman nor saranghandago
    Hanmadiman...

    [verse I]
    Nor suchin baram nar suchil tende
    Nar bichun hessar nor bichul tende
    Nowana gathun sesang sogeso darun sesangur sanabwa
    Nomu bogoshiposso jakku aphun gasumi
    No obnun nae mosubi cham gayowo
    Chago namyon bichorom buronan gurium
    Michil dushi nor chatgo inunde

    [chorus]
    Hanmadiman nor sarang handago
    Hanmadiman dorawa dallago
    Gasume chan malboda monjo nunmuri hullo
    Hanmadiman mothanchae nor nohchyo ganabwa

    [verse II]
    Gormaso thojyo naonun sarang
    Ddo sumur gotdo obnabwa
    Ibyorun cham geullo nor bonaenun got kajido
    Onjena nae-illo mirwoji janhi
    Nae shigenun momchodo no tonaganungol
    Armyonsodo nor gidarijanha

    [chorus]
    Hanmadiman nor sarang handago
    Hanmadiman dorawa dallago
    Gasume chan malboda monjo nunmuri hullo
    Hanmadiman mothanchae nor nohchyo ganabwa

    [bridge]
    Hajimothanmar boda ddo gasum aphungon
    Noege kog dudgo shipunde kutnae naega dudji mothanmar...

    Hanmadiman nar saranghaetdago
    Hanmadiman haengbok haessotdago
    Huhoega ddo huhoe dwae miryoni mironyi dwae
    Oddohge nor itgeni niga nar ijyodo...


    ~ ~ ~


    One Word
    ~Lee Jun Ki
    (English translation)


    Just one word, 'I love you...'
    Just one word...

    [verse I]
    The wind that brushes through you, brushes through me.
    The sunlight that shines on me, shines on you.
    You and I, in the same world, live in a different world.
    I miss you so much, my heart hurts.
    Without you, I'm pathetic.
    The yearning I feel after waking up is like a flood after the rain.
    I'm searching for you crazily.

    [chorus]
    Just one word, 'I love you'.
    Just one word, 'Come back'.
    The tears flow before I can speak, the words filled up my heart
    I failed to catch you before I could just say one word.

    [verse II]
    The love that's bursting...
    there's no place to hide it anymore.
    Farewell is lazy, sending you away from me,
    Because it's always delayed until tomorrow.
    Although my clock stops and I know you're drifting farther away, I still wait.

    [chorus]
    Just one word, 'I love you'.
    Just one word, 'Come back'.
    The tears flow before I can speak, the words filled up my heart
    I failed to catch you before I could just say one word.

    [bridge]
    The one thing that hurts more than being unable to say that one word,
    is the fact that I never got to hear what I wanted from you.

    Just one word telling me you loved me.
    Just one word telling you were happy.
    Regret and my lingering attachment is still here.
    How could I forget you...even if you forget me?



    Playing:
    Lee Jun Ki - One Word
    posted by JenShinrai @ 11:36:00 am   0 comments
    Wednesday, 19 July 2006
    Old Rose
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    I now know Old Rose's name. But I doubt it's his full name. Well, at least I know who he is. =p I've also found out that I was right on what I thought about him. Maybe the same goes with Mr. Smooth.

    I still want to see him, but something seemed to have changed.




    Music:
    Ayu - Fly High

    posted by JenShinrai @ 5:29:00 pm   1 comments
    Monday, 17 July 2006
    Grace
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    Grace
    ~Lee Soo Young

    Tururu tururu tu
    jongmal gwenchanhulgoya tururu tu

    Uri babogathun en sarangul nohchyodo
    rara rarararara rara rarararara
    gwenchanha jilgoya

    Maum yomigo hankod danjangul hago
    gudewa gadon goriedo honjaso
    shigshighan gorum salchag bulgojin olgul
    norul idgi johun nal

    Nunmulchumun hullyojwodo gwenchanha
    rara rarararara rara rarararara
    da sulphum shiso negi wihan gonikka
    ijen jayuroun nega doelgoya
    sarang sarang molli tonara
    ne norul midgo nunmul hullin nal dugo

    Jongsange olla noui irum tohan nal
    narul nurudon anggumgathun giogdo
    sumul mollaso hankod bethonen onul
    norul idgi johun nal

    Nunmulchumun hullyojwodo gwenchanha
    rara rarararara rara rarararara
    da sulphum shiso negi wihan gonikka
    ijen jayuroun nega doelgoya

    Idnungodchum byolgo aniyojiman
    sonmyonghejin guriumiyo ochihana

    Nunmulchumun hullyojwodo gwenchanha
    rara rarararara rara rarararara
    da sulphum shiso negi wihan gonikka
    ijen jayuroun nega doelgoya

    Nunmulchumun hullyojwodo gwenchanha
    rara rarararara rara rarararara
    da sulphum shiso negi wihan gonikka
    ijen jayuroun nega doelgoya

    Ne saranga molli tonara
    ne dashi nol buthjabji anhge

    posted by JenShinrai @ 3:11:00 am   4 comments
    Saturday, 15 July 2006
    Savvy?


    Which Pirates of the Caribbean character are you?


    When I first took this test, I got Will Turner. But now, I am just like Captain Jack Sparrow. Lovely, savvy? Brilliant, isn't it?


    Music:
    Lee Soo Young - Grace

    posted by JenShinrai @ 11:53:00 am   5 comments
    Wednesday, 12 July 2006
    Antagonized
    I think I am being antagonized. Tse! No need to say more. I might just say something bad. I hate it. How I wish I'm already a grad student and have my own flat. I bloody need privacy. It's not there's something I am hiding. I'm just not comfortable with some people. I can't concentrate and I easily get pissed. This is not good for my health.

    Surely, I will look forward to that day when I can live on my own. Just my own, no one with. Oh! OK, my family is an excemption. I know my mother will surely allow me to have some space of my own. Besides, I miss them too. My situation right now is just not that pleasing.

    I am fried pass key. I think she hates me.
    posted by JenShinrai @ 1:53:00 pm   0 comments
    Tuesday, 11 July 2006
    14.7
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    14.7

    I guess that's all I've got to have for today. Been sitting here for hours. My godbrother's going to kill me. Anyway, later is not bad. So is tomorrow. The latest was up for the last three hours. I've got to give the person enough time for this. Thankful to him/her.

    It was sad, but I understand. And the song I am playing right now, a ballad, makes me want to cry. Oh how senti have I become! I know it is so un-me. But I'm letting myself stay this way as for the mean time. It's not always I experience this sentiment. I am learning from every bit of it.



    One Word

    Just one word, "I love you"
    Just one word...

    The wind that brushes through you
    brushes through me
    The sunlight that shines on you
    shines on me

    You and I, in the same world
    live in a different world
    I miss you so much
    my heart hurts

    Without you, I'm pathetic
    The yearning I feel after waking up
    is like a flood after the rain
    I am searching for you crazily

    Just one word, "I love you"
    Just one word, "Come back"

    The tears flow before I can speak,
    The words filled up in my heart
    I failed to catch you
    before I could just say one word

    The love that's bursting
    There's no place to hide it anymore
    Farewell is lazy, sending you away from me
    Because it's always delayed until tomorrow

    Although my clock stops
    and I know you're drifting
    farther away
    I still wait

    Just one word, "I love you"
    Just one word, "Come back"

    The tears flow before I can speak
    the words filled up in my heart
    I failed to catch you
    before I could just say one word

    The one thing that hurts
    more than being able to say that one word
    is the fact that I never got to hear
    what I wanted from you

    Just one word telling me you loved me
    Just one word saying you were happy
    Regret and my lingering attachment is still there
    How could I forget you, even if you forget me?




    posted by JenShinrai @ 3:01:00 pm   0 comments
    Monday, 10 July 2006
    Disappointed
    I am so disappointed. I am close to the climax of the story but I couldn't have it. Kusso! I hope there's a way to find it. This is driving me crazy.

    Seems like I've got to wait 'til tomorrow.


    Let the tears fall
    And shed away my sorrow
    Let the rain pour
    So no one can see my trouble.
    posted by JenShinrai @ 12:11:00 pm   0 comments
    Thursday, 6 July 2006
    Sincere Sweetness
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    I have come to understand as well as empathize a person because of a particular situation. I may have not reached such "level" but the effects were the same to us. But we have different reactions. As for me, I just want to play it cool. But that won't last for long. I may come to dislike what this person does to me and may cause me to keep a distance. I am actually in such state.

    Skeptic I have become, I would just stay with the most common relationship I could with that person. Nothing further. Nothing more. I have no intention of getting close.

    I am a person who doesn't like people who are uber sweet, especially in public. I don't find it sincere. I'd rather prefer a person with a cold exterior who won my confidence that despite such aura a gentle, sweet, caring and loving heart lies within.

    I remember a person who did something, which I didn't notice at first. I usually reminisce past events and when I had that memory, I realized how nice he was. I was touched for I didn't expect it. He also did something I didn't ask him nor any of my friends to do. I was just surprised when I saw him doing it. I hope he'd also do that to other people. This makes me reckon to really write a letter to him, thanking him for such deeds. I actually find them sweet. That's what is sweet for me; subtle and unexpected. I wish I can still experience his sweetness. But it seems that there's a gap between us. I don't know what. It just makes me miss him.




    Music:
    Rachel Lampa - Always Be My Home

    posted by JenShinrai @ 8:24:00 am   0 comments
    Sunday, 2 July 2006
    Hide Me
    Eagle's Wings

    Here I am waiting

    Abide in me I pray
    Here I am longing
    For You

    Hide me in Your love
    Bring me to my knees
    May I know Jesus
    More and more

    Come live in me
    All my life
    Take over
    Come breathe in me
    I will rise
    On eagles wings


    For the past week, I've been feeling down and troubled. I've been so pessimist and enclosed in a hurting shell I wanted to leave. I wanted to leave everything and everyone behind. Though it doesn't totally mean leaving them nor forgetting them. I just want to be back of who I was: a loner; a maverick.

    I wanted to see them no more until last Saturday. I held on to the little hope I saw. I still remember on that day I told myself to back off. I was not required to be there. But I still left to be there. I hoped everything will be fine.

    It did become fine BUT just for a split moment. Only two people, I guess, were able to see me frown that way. I didn't want to do so. But I don't know. And I've hurt a friend. I am no good. That was such a $#!+. How could've I hurt a friend who just tried to cheer me up. That was what I needed! I needed someone to cheer me up even just for a minute.

    I left the place with no trace of happiness or smile in my face. I couldn't even do a devilish smile. All that was on my face was sorrow. I almost shed tears while walking my way through the parking area of the mall.

    Am I really capable of leaving them behind? I said I won't leave. I shall stay. If I will leave, it doesn't mean I am erasing you from my life. But I am erasing myself from your lives. I shall stay for the sake of the one who appointed me. I shall stay and do my job. Until I have such reasons for staying, I'll keep logged in.

    This is not about dan. It's about me. I am losing something of me and I want to retrieve it. There's only one thing I wish. May none of those from the dan read this. May none of them know what happened to me.
    posted by JenShinrai @ 10:18:00 pm   0 comments
    Me this past week...
    I am so sad! I am sad. I am sad.

    I have hurt a friend. I am sorry. I really am.

    I have thought of keeping a distance. But I realized that if I do so, he won't be able to feel how I care. I am sorry.




    Music:
    m.o.v.e. - Dogfight
    posted by JenShinrai @ 4:01:00 pm   0 comments
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