I have come to understand as well as empathize a person because of a particular situation. I may have not reached such "level" but the effects were the same to us. But we have different reactions. As for me, I just want to play it cool. But that won't last for long. I may come to dislike what this person does to me and may cause me to keep a distance. I am actually in such state.
Skeptic I have become, I would just stay with the most common relationship I could with that person. Nothing further. Nothing more. I have no intention of getting close.
I am a person who doesn't like people who are uber sweet, especially in public. I don't find it sincere. I'd rather prefer a person with a cold exterior who won my confidence that despite such aura a gentle, sweet, caring and loving heart lies within.
I remember a person who did something, which I didn't notice at first. I usually reminisce past events and when I had that memory, I realized how nice he was. I was touched for I didn't expect it. He also did something I didn't ask him nor any of my friends to do. I was just surprised when I saw him doing it. I hope he'd also do that to other people. This makes me reckon to really write a letter to him, thanking him for such deeds. I actually find them sweet. That's what is sweet for me; subtle and unexpected. I wish I can still experience his sweetness. But it seems that there's a gap between us. I don't know what. It just makes me miss him.
Rachel Lampa - Always Be My Home