..inside my battleground..

Other things
I'll edit this later. Just got some things to attend to first. *sigh*
Other Interesting Links
I thought I should keep the following links. They might be of use to me later.

  • Antique Classic Car
  • Baby Store
  • Tech and Gadget
  • Jewelry Buying Guides
  • Mini Cooper Car
  • Auto Part
  • Movie Music Reviews
  • Cancer
  • Skin Blog
  • Trade Show Exhibition
  • Home Office Furniture
  • Digital Cameras
  • Car Interior
  • Printer and Accessories
  • Shoes
  • MLB Fan Gear
  • NASCAR Fan Gear
  • Monitors & Projectors
  • Other Links
    ++Baseball Almanac
    ++Fast Pass TV
    ++Heartbeat of the Bronx
    ++Nietzsche: Beyond Good and Evil
    ++One Manga
    ++Twilight Coven Philippines forum
    ++Philippine Nurse
    Other things
    *Chan Robles Virtual Law Library
    *Corpus Juris
    *The 1987 Philippine Constitution
    Other things
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    Monday, 30 January 2006
    DrumMania Music Mode
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    I've read that Summer Rejects, where two of my Sparda family are members, did well last Saturday. Cool! Wanna hear them jam! I guess I have to be content with DM songs I am listening (and even downloading) right now. Hay... well, at least there's something that makes me smile. Namida shitte'ru! Honto ni.

    I am currently listening to Ai no Shirushi. Waaah!!! I miss DrumMania!!! Too bad I don't have sufficient funds. Need to save up starting this week. I might not be able to attend EBs. Shagadelic. >_<
    posted by JenShinrai @ 10:51:00 am   0 comments
    Wednesday, 25 January 2006
    More... Pondering
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    I found myself wanting to have extra money than what I usually have. This is quite bad. I'm wanting more than what I need. Hate this. I guess I have to save up. And refrain from playing DM? Oh my! @_@ Sacrifice... sacrifice...

    Oh, I've been into a lot of pondering lately. One of them is the thing that I am scared of. Of course, not gonna mention it here. Oh wait. I think there's only one person who know this fear of mine. *giggles* Miss that person. *neko/fox smile*

    Oh my! The effect of hormanal changes... tsk, tsk. Tomorrow is our midterm in PHC-B. Was able to read my books, but they're not related to the subject. Haha! That's how I study. But I do like to study. It just happened that I don't usually get my desired 'ambience'. Arte! Pashaway.


    I have to end this entry here and deal with my psyche. Gosh! I don't want to have multiple personality. Or worse... Dissociative Indentity Disorder. Hey, they're the same! I hate DID term. <_<

    "Of all the things I lost, I miss myself most."
    Did I say it right?
    posted by JenShinrai @ 12:33:00 pm   2 comments
    Monday, 23 January 2006
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    I have read a friend of mine's journal. It's too much. I wish I could help. But how? I myself needs help.

    What happened to them? They don't have any sense of loyalty to a friend. Sad. This makes me sad.
    posted by JenShinrai @ 11:36:00 am   0 comments
    Sunday, 22 January 2006
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    Confessions Of A Broken Heart

    I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
    I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
    And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
    A family in crisis that only grows older

    Why’d you have to go
    Why’d you have to go
    Why’d you have to go

    Daughter to father, daughter to father
    I am broken but I am hoping
    Daughter to father, daughter to father
    I am crying, a part of me is dying and
    These are, these are
    The confessions of a broken heart

    And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
    I dream of another you
    The one who would never (never)
    Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
    A daddy to hold me, that’s what I needed

    So why’d you have to go
    Why’d you have to go
    Why’d you have to go!!

    Daughter to father, daughter to father
    I don’t know you, but I still want to
    Daughter to father, daughter to father
    Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
    Cause these are, these are
    The confessions of a broken heart

    I love you,
    I love you
    I love you
    I love you!!

    Daughter to father, daughter to father
    I don’t know you, but I still want to
    Daughter to father, daughter to father
    Tell me the truth...
    Did you ever love me!!!?
    Did you ever love me?
    These are.....
    The confessions...of a broken heart


    I wait for the postman to bring me a letter..


    Why did I post that? Well, when I first heard that song and saw its vid I was reminded about something. A lot of things, actually. This song made my eyes to well up. Haha! Was just being emotional, I guess.

    I never had such "feeling" toward my father, I believe. Anyway, I'd say I'm quite lucky because I have many fathers. We're not blood related anyway. But I look up to them like a real father. Including daddy? Haha! Of course, golf course. Just exclude the age. =p
    posted by JenShinrai @ 2:13:00 pm   0 comments
    Thursday, 19 January 2006
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    I am breathing supra-clavicularly again. I know the reason why, but I won't tell. It's just bloody. I hate it. Am I over-acting or is this a real thing. Wrong word used. =p I even have to gasp. I hate it. *sighs*
    posted by JenShinrai @ 8:27:00 am   1 comments
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    I was supposed to write in my blog about dreams, but I couldn't yet. I think I need more time. =p
    posted by JenShinrai @ 7:52:00 am   0 comments
    Sunday, 15 January 2006
    Sound Sensitive
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    I am the person in the house who usually answers phone calls. That's quite bloody. Anyway, just a while ago someone called here and looked for our 'striker'. It was bloody because the voice was so lethargic. I don't know if she's sick or what. I'd rather not write the word. I am a 'critical' person. Honestly speaking, I hate speaking with people with such tone of voice. I think it sounds "weak", an indication of weakness. I'm not sure. I just don't like it. Well, it may be for the fact that I like "clever" sounds. Never realized that I'm that sensitive in sounds. Hmm...
    posted by JenShinrai @ 10:38:00 pm   0 comments
    Wednesday, 11 January 2006
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    Ang bagal ng net namin ngayon. Asar.
    posted by JenShinrai @ 10:29:00 am   0 comments
    Sunday, 8 January 2006
    Can't Post
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    I can't post in my other blogs about stuffs that happened last week. I'm too busy to have time to gather my thoughts and post them. Tomorrow is actually my return demonstration in Skills Lab. Oh my! =(
    posted by JenShinrai @ 7:40:00 pm   0 comments
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    It's been a long time of not posting! I couldn't get online everyday because we have a house rule- No computer when there's classes. Lucky me, I go to school six times a week. I only have Sunday as 'free day', but of course I go to church on Sundays.
    posted by JenShinrai @ 1:48:00 am   0 comments
    Sunday, 1 January 2006
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    This blog is in mess right now. I'm going to fix it later. I'm watching The Godfather III right now.
    posted by JenShinrai @ 4:54:00 pm   1 comments
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