Shalom!

I've read that Summer Rejects, where two of my Sparda family are members, did well last Saturday. Cool! Wanna hear them jam! I guess I have to be content with DM songs I am listening (and even downloading) right now. Hay... well, at least there's something that makes me smile. Namida shitte'ru! Honto ni.

I am currently listening to Ai no Shirushi. Waaah!!! I miss DrumMania!!! Too bad I don't have sufficient funds. Need to save up starting this week. I might not be able to attend EBs. Shagadelic. >_<

I found myself wanting to have extra money than what I usually have. This is quite bad. I'm wanting more than what I need. Hate this. I guess I have to save up. And refrain from playing DM? Oh my! @_@ Sacrifice... sacrifice...

Oh, I've been into a lot of pondering lately. One of them is the thing that I am scared of. Of course, not gonna mention it here. Oh wait. I think there's only one person who know this fear of mine. *giggles* Miss that person. *neko/fox smile*

Oh my! The effect of hormanal changes... tsk, tsk. Tomorrow is our midterm in PHC-B. Was able to read my books, but they're not related to the subject. Haha! That's how I study. But I do like to study. It just happened that I don't usually get my desired 'ambience'. Arte! Pashaway.

*shake-a-labbits*

I have to end this entry here and deal with my psyche. Gosh! I don't want to have multiple personality. Or worse... Dissociative Indentity Disorder. Hey, they're the same! I hate DID term. <_<

"Of all the things I lost, I miss myself most."
Did I say it right?

I have read a friend of mine's journal. It's too much. I wish I could help. But how? I myself needs help.

What happened to them? They don't have any sense of loyalty to a friend. Sad. This makes me sad.

Why did I post that? Well, when I first heard that song and saw its vid I was reminded about something. A lot of things, actually. This song made my eyes to well up. Haha! Was just being emotional, I guess.

I never had such "feeling" toward my father, I believe. Anyway, I'd say I'm quite lucky because I have many fathers. We're not blood related anyway. But I look up to them like a real father. Including daddy? Haha! Of course, golf course. Just exclude the age. =p

I am breathing supra-clavicularly again. I know the reason why, but I won't tell. It's just bloody. I hate it. Am I over-acting or is this a real thing. Wrong word used. =p I even have to gasp. I hate it. *sighs*

I am the person in the house who usually answers phone calls. That's quite bloody. Anyway, just a while ago someone called here and looked for our 'striker'. It was bloody because the voice was so lethargic. I don't know if she's sick or what. I'd rather not write the word. I am a 'critical' person. Honestly speaking, I hate speaking with people with such tone of voice. I think it sounds "weak", an indication of weakness. I'm not sure. I just don't like it. Well, it may be for the fact that I like "clever" sounds. Never realized that I'm that sensitive in sounds. Hmm...

I can't post in my other blogs about stuffs that happened last week. I'm too busy to have time to gather my thoughts and post them. Tomorrow is actually my return demonstration in Skills Lab. Oh my! =(

It's been a long time of not posting! I couldn't get online everyday because we have a house rule- No computer when there's classes. Lucky me, I go to school six times a week. I only have Sunday as 'free day', but of course I go to church on Sundays.

This blog is in mess right now. I'm going to fix it later. I'm watching The Godfather III right now.