Shalom!

OBLIVIOUS
~JenShinrai

You think I like you?
What made you think so?
You think I fancy you?
What's on your mind, you say so?

Sitting alone, oblivious
Don't bother me, go with your life
You can talk to me, say anything
But I hope you hear what I say

Aching, aching... non-stop aching
My heart is crushed
I blame you not
For you know nothing

You are special
I am not. Hello!
Sitting here all alone
I look at you, watch your back

Standing there, oblivious
You look around searching around
You never noticed me, blinded so
Just hoping I'd see you that way

Aching, aching... non-stop aching
My heart is crushed
I blame you not
For you know nothing

Can we turn back time?
Go back to yesterday
I miss you, I miss you
I am thinking of you

Aching, aching... non-stop aching
My heart is crushed
I blame you not
For you know nothing

Aching, aching... non-stop aching
My heart is crushed
I blame you not
For you know nothing

You are oblivious, I am oblivious
We're square, perfect pair
We never knew we love each other
Why not take fear away?

30 November 2006

I am wondering if there's at least one person, just one person, who can tell, "Shinrai, I can see (a part) your soul." It doesn't have to be "everything" about me. But just something that others don't see or know, something unique in me that only that person (or few) knows.

Someone used to tell me that she can tell if I'm upset. She could see it in my "expressive eyes". I was surprised and happy at the same time as she told me that. I miss her.

I would also love to know that someone knows what I am saying even if I don't open my mouth. Unspoken conversation. Isn't that nice?

I forgot who said this, "Do unto others what you want others do unto you." Of course, I've got to give my share. There are people I "know" whom others don't. I mean to say I know a part of that person's soul, which other people overlooked or perhaps no knowledge about. It's not secrets. I think that person don't even know this thing about himself. And there are more...



Music:
HYDE - Angel's Tale

A friend of mine sent me two text messages, quotes to be exact. I could hardly understand what those words mean. I'm not talking literal; it's the implied meaning. I can't understand it. I even wonder what's the purpose of those quotes. What made him think to send me those.. What have I done.. Wakaranai.

But I'll still remember them. Maybe in the days to come I'll be able to make use of those quotes. There will always be tomorrow anyway.




Music:
Gackt & HYDE - Orenji no Taiyou

Hayyy... Kaibigan ko talaga. Pasaway. Tawagin ba raw akong toot. Kapag nagte-text, toot din tawag s'akin. Adik!

Ang labo. 'Di ko magawang maasar. Nakakatawa kasi eh. Adik ang hanep. Haha! Well, at least hindi siya nagpapahalata na may alam siya. Pero 'wag na 'wag siyang magkakamali na ipagsabi 'yun sa iba. Ayokong pumatay ng kaibigan. Seryoso. Hindi man siya malalagutan ng hininga, may iba pang paraan. Pero hindi ko ikakukulong 'yun.

Please keep the beans inside.




Music:
Onitsuka Chihiro - Infection