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| Saturday, 22 July 2006 |
| Lee Jun Ki - One Word |
One Word~Lee Jun Ki Hanmadiman nor saranghandago Hanmadiman... [verse I] Nor suchin baram nar suchil tende Nar bichun hessar nor bichul tende Nowana gathun sesang sogeso darun sesangur sanabwa Nomu bogoshiposso jakku aphun gasumi No obnun nae mosubi cham gayowo Chago namyon bichorom buronan gurium Michil dushi nor chatgo inunde [chorus] Hanmadiman nor sarang handago Hanmadiman dorawa dallago Gasume chan malboda monjo nunmuri hullo Hanmadiman mothanchae nor nohchyo ganabwa [verse II] Gormaso thojyo naonun sarang Ddo sumur gotdo obnabwa Ibyorun cham geullo nor bonaenun got kajido Onjena nae-illo mirwoji janhi Nae shigenun momchodo no tonaganungol Armyonsodo nor gidarijanha [chorus] Hanmadiman nor sarang handago Hanmadiman dorawa dallago Gasume chan malboda monjo nunmuri hullo Hanmadiman mothanchae nor nohchyo ganabwa [bridge] Hajimothanmar boda ddo gasum aphungon Noege kog dudgo shipunde kutnae naega dudji mothanmar... Hanmadiman nar saranghaetdago Hanmadiman haengbok haessotdago Huhoega ddo huhoe dwae miryoni mironyi dwae Oddohge nor itgeni niga nar ijyodo... ~ ~ ~ One Word ~Lee Jun Ki
(English translation) Just one word, 'I love you...' Just one word... [verse I] The wind that brushes through you, brushes through me. The sunlight that shines on me, shines on you. You and I, in the same world, live in a different world. I miss you so much, my heart hurts. Without you, I'm pathetic. The yearning I feel after waking up is like a flood after the rain. I'm searching for you crazily. [chorus] Just one word, 'I love you'. Just one word, 'Come back'. The tears flow before I can speak, the words filled up my heart I failed to catch you before I could just say one word. [verse II] The love that's bursting... there's no place to hide it anymore. Farewell is lazy, sending you away from me, Because it's always delayed until tomorrow. Although my clock stops and I know you're drifting farther away, I still wait. [chorus] Just one word, 'I love you'. Just one word, 'Come back'. The tears flow before I can speak, the words filled up my heart I failed to catch you before I could just say one word. [bridge] The one thing that hurts more than being unable to say that one word, is the fact that I never got to hear what I wanted from you. Just one word telling me you loved me. Just one word telling you were happy. Regret and my lingering attachment is still here. How could I forget you...even if you forget me?
Playing:
Lee Jun Ki - One Word
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posted by JenShinrai @ 11:36:00 am  |
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| Wednesday, 19 July 2006 |
| Old Rose |
I now know Old Rose's name. But I doubt it's his full name. Well, at least I know who he is. =p I've also found out that I was right on what I thought about him. Maybe the same goes with Mr. Smooth.
I still want to see him, but something seemed to have changed.
Music:
Ayu - Fly High
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 5:29:00 pm |
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| Monday, 17 July 2006 |
| Grace |
Grace
~Lee Soo Young
Tururu tururu tu
jongmal gwenchanhulgoya tururu tu Uri babogathun en sarangul nohchyodo
rara rarararara rara rarararara
gwenchanha jilgoya Maum yomigo hankod danjangul hago
gudewa gadon goriedo honjaso
shigshighan gorum salchag bulgojin olgul
norul idgi johun nal Nunmulchumun hullyojwodo gwenchanha
rara rarararara rara rarararara
da sulphum shiso negi wihan gonikka
ijen jayuroun nega doelgoya
sarang sarang molli tonara
ne norul midgo nunmul hullin nal dugo Jongsange olla noui irum tohan nal
narul nurudon anggumgathun giogdo
sumul mollaso hankod bethonen onul
norul idgi johun nal Nunmulchumun hullyojwodo gwenchanha
rara rarararara rara rarararara
da sulphum shiso negi wihan gonikka
ijen jayuroun nega doelgoya Idnungodchum byolgo aniyojiman
sonmyonghejin guriumiyo ochihana Nunmulchumun hullyojwodo gwenchanha
rara rarararara rara rarararara
da sulphum shiso negi wihan gonikka
ijen jayuroun nega doelgoya Nunmulchumun hullyojwodo gwenchanha
rara rarararara rara rarararara
da sulphum shiso negi wihan gonikka
ijen jayuroun nega doelgoya Ne saranga molli tonara
ne dashi nol buthjabji anhge
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 3:11:00 am |
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| Wednesday, 12 July 2006 |
| Antagonized |
I think I am being antagonized. Tse! No need to say more. I might just say something bad. I hate it. How I wish I'm already a grad student and have my own flat. I bloody need privacy. It's not there's something I am hiding. I'm just not comfortable with some people. I can't concentrate and I easily get pissed. This is not good for my health.
Surely, I will look forward to that day when I can live on my own. Just my own, no one with. Oh! OK, my family is an excemption. I know my mother will surely allow me to have some space of my own. Besides, I miss them too. My situation right now is just not that pleasing.
I am fried pass key. I think she hates me.
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 1:53:00 pm |
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| Tuesday, 11 July 2006 |
| 14.7 |
14.7 I guess that's all I've got to have for today. Been sitting here for hours. My godbrother's going to kill me. Anyway, later is not bad. So is tomorrow. The latest was up for the last three hours. I've got to give the person enough time for this. Thankful to him/her. It was sad, but I understand. And the song I am playing right now, a ballad, makes me want to cry. Oh how senti have I become! I know it is so un-me. But I'm letting myself stay this way as for the mean time. It's not always I experience this sentiment. I am learning from every bit of it. One Word
Just one word, "I love you"
Just one word...
The wind that brushes through you
brushes through me
The sunlight that shines on you
shines on me
You and I, in the same world
live in a different world
I miss you so much
my heart hurts
Without you, I'm pathetic
The yearning I feel after waking up
is like a flood after the rain
I am searching for you crazily
Just one word, "I love you"
Just one word, "Come back"
The tears flow before I can speak,
The words filled up in my heart
I failed to catch you
before I could just say one word
The love that's bursting
There's no place to hide it anymore
Farewell is lazy, sending you away from me
Because it's always delayed until tomorrow
Although my clock stops
and I know you're drifting
farther away
I still wait
Just one word, "I love you"
Just one word, "Come back"
The tears flow before I can speak
the words filled up in my heart
I failed to catch you
before I could just say one word
The one thing that hurts
more than being able to say that one word
is the fact that I never got to hear
what I wanted from you
Just one word telling me you loved me
Just one word saying you were happy
Regret and my lingering attachment is still there
How could I forget you, even if you forget me?
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 3:01:00 pm |
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| Monday, 10 July 2006 |
| Disappointed |
I am so disappointed. I am close to the climax of the story but I couldn't have it. Kusso! I hope there's a way to find it. This is driving me crazy. Seems like I've got to wait 'til tomorrow. Let the tears fall
And shed away my sorrow
Let the rain pour
So no one can see my trouble.
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 12:11:00 pm |
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| Thursday, 6 July 2006 |
| Sincere Sweetness |
I have come to understand as well as empathize a person because of a particular situation. I may have not reached such "level" but the effects were the same to us. But we have different reactions. As for me, I just want to play it cool. But that won't last for long. I may come to dislike what this person does to me and may cause me to keep a distance. I am actually in such state.
Skeptic I have become, I would just stay with the most common relationship I could with that person. Nothing further. Nothing more. I have no intention of getting close.
I am a person who doesn't like people who are uber sweet, especially in public. I don't find it sincere. I'd rather prefer a person with a cold exterior who won my confidence that despite such aura a gentle, sweet, caring and loving heart lies within.
I remember a person who did something, which I didn't notice at first. I usually reminisce past events and when I had that memory, I realized how nice he was. I was touched for I didn't expect it. He also did something I didn't ask him nor any of my friends to do. I was just surprised when I saw him doing it. I hope he'd also do that to other people. This makes me reckon to really write a letter to him, thanking him for such deeds. I actually find them sweet. That's what is sweet for me; subtle and unexpected. I wish I can still experience his sweetness. But it seems that there's a gap between us. I don't know what. It just makes me miss him.
Music:
Rachel Lampa - Always Be My Home
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 8:24:00 am |
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| Sunday, 2 July 2006 |
| Hide Me |
Eagle's Wings
Here I am waiting Abide in me I pray Here I am longing For You Hide me in Your love Bring me to my knees May I know Jesus More and more Come live in me All my life Take over Come breathe in me I will rise On eagles wings
For the past week, I've been feeling down and troubled. I've been so pessimist and enclosed in a hurting shell I wanted to leave. I wanted to leave everything and everyone behind. Though it doesn't totally mean leaving them nor forgetting them. I just want to be back of who I was: a loner; a maverick.
I wanted to see them no more until last Saturday. I held on to the little hope I saw. I still remember on that day I told myself to back off. I was not required to be there. But I still left to be there. I hoped everything will be fine.
It did become fine BUT just for a split moment. Only two people, I guess, were able to see me frown that way. I didn't want to do so. But I don't know. And I've hurt a friend. I am no good. That was such a $#!+. How could've I hurt a friend who just tried to cheer me up. That was what I needed! I needed someone to cheer me up even just for a minute.
I left the place with no trace of happiness or smile in my face. I couldn't even do a devilish smile. All that was on my face was sorrow. I almost shed tears while walking my way through the parking area of the mall.
Am I really capable of leaving them behind? I said I won't leave. I shall stay. If I will leave, it doesn't mean I am erasing you from my life. But I am erasing myself from your lives. I shall stay for the sake of the one who appointed me. I shall stay and do my job. Until I have such reasons for staying, I'll keep logged in.
This is not about dan. It's about me. I am losing something of me and I want to retrieve it. There's only one thing I wish. May none of those from the dan read this. May none of them know what happened to me.
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 10:18:00 pm |
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| Me this past week... |
I am so sad! I am sad. I am sad.
I have hurt a friend. I am sorry. I really am.
I have thought of keeping a distance. But I realized that if I do so, he won't be able to feel how I care. I am sorry.
Music:
m.o.v.e. - Dogfight |
| posted by JenShinrai @ 4:01:00 pm |
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Name: JenShinrai
Home: Antipolo, Rizal, Philippines
About Me: You can call me Jen, Shinrai, or Lulu. I want to try new things, especially outdoor activities. I'd like do things with someone or some people too. I think that sounds fun.
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