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| Sunday, 29 November 2009 |
| Room C |

I was a little envious of our patients in Orthopaedic Ward in VLGH. We actually just had one patient, but my partner and me found ourselves looking after our patient's roomie. Our patient was 12 y/o girl while her roomie was a 10 y/o male. Both had their fathers beside them, looking after them. The boy had his mother too.It was a nice sight for me seeing the fathers looking after their respective children. Such was a rare sight as we all know that most parent staying beside a child is his mother.Shameless plugging: The V. Luna GH Stay
Music: The Cranberries - Disappointment Labels: 2009, Health, Shinrai |
posted by JenShinrai @ 11:19:00 pm  |
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| Thursday, 15 October 2009 |
| Justice. |
 Character encompasses time.
I wonder if someone else had already said that, but that just came to me after reading some articles about someone who died years ago. I've never met the man. I don't even know what he looked like. But it doesn't matter. What does is his legacy.
I believe I will not forget his name. I will not mention it here, though. Only God knows that I am a follower of this man. Perhaps someone else will be able to figure it out, but it won't matter.
A friend of mine once told me in high school that I am very patient, that I don't get angry. But other people think I am a choleric person. Ironic? Everyone is entitled to their opinion. That's how they saw me, and I care not.
In defense of my friend who thinks of me as very patient, I'd say she was right. I still am. She just saw me that way because she is a just person. Whenever I am around her, or when we are together, justice is always sought. As a result, I am at peace. For the one thing that is quick to move me into eruption of anger is injustice.
Justice and injustice are my choice of words, but both may sound so serious. Sometimes, I'm just talking about (simple) fairness and unfairness. So there it goes, but I'd still use the more serious sounding words. Because I hate anything unfair.
For those who thought of me as very choleric, they were also right. And I still am. Perhaps it was simply because they tolerate injustice, or unjust themselves. Tolerance of evil also makes me go berserk, especially if it is done by those who abuse their positions. There are many forms of injustice, or unfairness, but they all upset me.
Though I am very upset, I am silent most of the time. At least I try to. I first restore my logical sense then think of how should I react properly.
There are times that I myself become unjust by simply tolerating some bad deeds, even just by laughing some (bad) things off. I am not happy for having done so. As a resolution, I try my best to be conscious on how I react about some things.
More than what the law or moral standards state, I make sure that the justice I am upholding roots from God, from His holy Word.
I've been trying to find out where and when my sense of justice began its roots but I still couldn't find the answer. As for now, I thank God for the gift. Knowledge of justice and exercising them, with or without audience, are gifts from the Lord. At the end of the day, and when the day comes should I leave this earth, I will be accountable to God.
I may not be part of the judicial system of my country, but I belong to the health care system. A lot of injustice happen in this almost forgotten system so I pray to God that albeit the deficiencies of the system, I will not use them as excuse to be unjust.
As a nurse, I am a patient's advocate, of his rights and of his health. I will do my best to live by the principles of the title I hold and keep the integrity of the justice I believe in.
Justice must be served. I always think of it, even when I ride a jeepney because a lot of the usual spots where commuters load and unload are posted with "No Loading and Unloading," which is annoying. But still, I have to obey simple rules.
May the Lord bless everyone who loves justice.
Music: U2 - Summer Rain Labels: 2009, Health, Justice, Life, Philippines, Shinrai |
posted by JenShinrai @ 8:31:00 pm  |
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| Sunday, 15 February 2009 |
| Damn Insomnia! Damn Dyspnea! |

I was able to drift away from consciousness hours earlier but I've never been failed to be disturbed. That happened at least twice. But right now, I can't effing sleep. Oh. I am also having DOB. How blooming. Makes it easier for me to stay awake.
For the love of Earth, I want to sleep! I need to rest.
I bothered to go online because I need to vent this out. I was thinking of telling someone about my condition, but there is only one friend I could think of. I can't tell anyone else but that friend of mine. Too bad, I can't do that. I don't want to bother that friend of mine. I am my own burden. None of anyone else's business.
I'm not trying to sound emo or what. I am just verbalizing, saying things as a matter of fact.
Music: Paramore - Decode Mood: Upset
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posted by JenShinrai @ 4:06:00 am  |
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| Saturday, 14 February 2009 |
| Triple A? Fie! |
BLOODY HELL!! My epigastric region hurts. The pain hit me for an hour or less. Crap. The paranoid in me had been thinking of AAA. Hades! I have to hold my breath just to get through it. Gackt. I can't think properly. I don't know what to do. Seek medical help? Ha! Like this is the only pain I've been through yet never saw a doctor.
Alack!
I've been complaining of lightheadedness, chest pain and terrible headache this week. Just yesterday, I had at least 3 hours of headache.
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posted by JenShinrai @ 10:43:00 am  |
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About Me: You can call me Jen, Shinrai, or Lulu. I want to try new things, especially outdoor activities. I'd like do things with someone or some people too. I think that sounds fun.
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