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| Thursday, 30 November 2006 |
| Oblivious |
 OBLIVIOUS~JenShinraiYou think I like you? What made you think so? You think I fancy you? What's on your mind, you say so? Sitting alone, oblivious Don't bother me, go with your life You can talk to me, say anything But I hope you hear what I say Aching, aching... non-stop aching My heart is crushed I blame you not For you know nothing You are special I am not. Hello! Sitting here all alone I look at you, watch your back Standing there, oblivious You look around searching around You never noticed me, blinded so Just hoping I'd see you that way Aching, aching... non-stop aching My heart is crushed I blame you not For you know nothing Can we turn back time? Go back to yesterday I miss you, I miss you I am thinking of you Aching, aching... non-stop aching My heart is crushed I blame you not For you know nothing Aching, aching... non-stop aching My heart is crushed I blame you not For you know nothing You are oblivious, I am oblivious We're square, perfect pair We never knew we love each other Why not take fear away? 30 November 2006 |
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| Tuesday, 28 November 2006 |
| Pain |
Ouch!
It really hurts. My head, my back... Aray ko! |
| posted by JenShinrai @ 2:48:00 am |
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| Tuesday, 21 November 2006 |
| Soul Searching |
I am wondering if there's at least one person, just one person, who can tell, "Shinrai, I can see (a part) your soul." It doesn't have to be "everything" about me. But just something that others don't see or know, something unique in me that only that person (or few) knows.
Someone used to tell me that she can tell if I'm upset. She could see it in my "expressive eyes". I was surprised and happy at the same time as she told me that. I miss her.
I would also love to know that someone knows what I am saying even if I don't open my mouth. Unspoken conversation. Isn't that nice?
I forgot who said this, "Do unto others what you want others do unto you." Of course, I've got to give my share. There are people I "know" whom others don't. I mean to say I know a part of that person's soul, which other people overlooked or perhaps no knowledge about. It's not secrets. I think that person don't even know this thing about himself. And there are more...
Music:
HYDE - Angel's Tale
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 8:42:00 am |
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| Monday, 20 November 2006 |
| Egyptian Zodiac Sign |
Isis
Honorable, straightforward and idealistic. Active and self-confident.
Colors: male: white, female: blue
Compatible Signs: Osiris, Thoth
Dates: Mar 11 - Mar 31, Oct 18 - Oct 29, Dec 19 - Dec 31
Role: Goddess of motherhood, women, and magic; goddess of the South; protector of Imseti (the son of Horus who watched over the canopic jar containing the liver)
Appearance: Woman wearing the hieroglyph for "throne" on her head
What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?
Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries
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Music:
L'Arc~en~Ciel - AWAKE - Lost Heaven |
| posted by JenShinrai @ 10:44:00 am |
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| Sunday, 19 November 2006 |
| Wakarimasen |
A friend of mine sent me two text messages, quotes to be exact. I could hardly understand what those words mean. I'm not talking literal; it's the implied meaning. I can't understand it. I even wonder what's the purpose of those quotes. What made him think to send me those.. What have I done.. Wakaranai. But I'll still remember them. Maybe in the days to come I'll be able to make use of those quotes. There will always be tomorrow anyway. Music:
Gackt & HYDE - Orenji no Taiyou
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 6:44:00 pm |
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| Thursday, 16 November 2006 |
| The Cape of Storms... |
Six o’clock was about to tick and I was feeling sleepy already. Must’ve been a result of reading the novel. Not unusual to me. I took a nap because I could hardly hold it. I know I had visions, but I couldn’t remember them. But there was something that quite bothered me. There was a part in my sleep, before I got conscious and coherent, where I almost had a dream about a friend. It felt like he was knocking on my head and wanted to get inside.
to be continued...
Music:
HYDE - Evergreen [english]
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 11:48:00 pm |
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| Tuesday, 7 November 2006 |
| Wooshoo! |
| You are a Great Girlfriend | 
When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! |
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 10:34:00 am |
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| Saturday, 4 November 2006 |
| Don't spill the beans. |
Hayyy... Kaibigan ko talaga. Pasaway. Tawagin ba raw akong toot. Kapag nagte-text, toot din tawag s'akin. Adik!
Ang labo. 'Di ko magawang maasar. Nakakatawa kasi eh. Adik ang hanep. Haha! Well, at least hindi siya nagpapahalata na may alam siya. Pero 'wag na 'wag siyang magkakamali na ipagsabi 'yun sa iba. Ayokong pumatay ng kaibigan. Seryoso. Hindi man siya malalagutan ng hininga, may iba pang paraan. Pero hindi ko ikakukulong 'yun.
Please keep the beans inside.
Music:
Onitsuka Chihiro - Infection
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 8:15:00 am |
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| Thursday, 2 November 2006 |
| Omerta |
I think I made a wrong answer. But thinking about it makes me ponder if what I now have in mind is true. Never mind. I'm expecting omerta here.
Music:
P'unk~en~Ciel - Promised Land
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| posted by JenShinrai @ 12:31:00 am |
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| About Me |
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Name: JenShinrai
Home: Antipolo, Rizal, Philippines
About Me: You can call me Jen, Shinrai, or Lulu. I want to try new things, especially outdoor activities. I'd like do things with someone or some people too. I think that sounds fun.
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