I hardly get surprised so what I've discovered or found out recently wasn't too much of a big blow to me. But I must admit that I am worried, for two reasons. One, I know that if "this" continues more damages will pile up and might destroy everything. Two, I still remain as the ever passive person. It's like I am numb. My face may betray the emotions I try so hard to conceal but I'd say like a lethargic person, I make no move. Balderdash.
Think of a fortress with walls shattered. Okay, not every wall may be considered as rubble but most of them already have cracks that may collapse any time soon. I am like that.
Every aspect of myself is broken, damaged. I know I need help, but I don't know how to start. Worse, I don't know whom to run.
Three Days Grace - Pain