I know this feeling. And it's bloody annoying.
Bloody hell. I hate it when I am going through this. It makes me sick, literally. But I am too proud to see a shrink. I really am stupid, especially that I am from a health care profession. The double-H hit me every now and then, especially during the past 24 hours.
What worries me is the possible accomplishment of what statistics says. There is recurrence in what I am going through.
And I'm still not seeking help. Oh yeah, shoot me! Damn it.