I feel sad. I don't know how to sing correctly. Or so I thought.
I'm not sure if it's true, but a friend of mine said, "Maganda naman boses mo eh."
My English teacher in sixth grade told me to join the school choir kasi ang cute daw ng boses ko.
And I remember Ate Lei way back when I was still in my fifth or sixth grade. She told me to join the Rev 5. I just smiled.
They were really expecting me to sing? O_o
I can write a song, yes. But I know NO instrument. I can't even trust my own voice. I'm lost. I've lost a lot of chances... It may be true, but I'll never let such thing happen again. I'm not referring to myself, but for --. Yeah.
Being a composer would be enough for me.. But it's sad. Well, I still have years to live. I'll do everything I can to learn even just one instrument. God, help me do so. I'll make You not just one wonderful song; I'll always make songs for You.
While I could only sing for myself and God, I'll keep the hope, faith and love alive. There's always the loo. I can sing there by all means, unreserved! ^_~